Feeling selfworth
We tend to feel awful from time to time. Esecially, when the satan says that even if we dissapeared from this earth, nobody would take any notice of it. What keeps us in balance, is the feeling that others need us. You are happy, when people tell you, that "we simply cannot go on without you". The world needs you. God needs you, but not just Him. We too. A child will never grow up, without the assistance of his mother. As single people, it is hard really to define, who would be the person, who would need you as much as a child needs her mum. But I am sure it is possible. Because God promised there is a unique place for each one of us in this universe, only there can you find complete joy.