Do not be afraid

How would you feel if you knew that you are causing trouble in a whole congreagation, and that everything is upside down because of you? Hm... This makes it hard. It is a lot of sin behind the surface. Things are not as they appear. There is hipocrisy. There is hatred and not love. There is jealousy and pride. There is unfaithfulness. It is hard to imagine that all these sins can occur in one person. God does not ask you what is the frame of the story, He makes you responsible for your own sins. I am afraid of God, sometimes I am afraid that He is wicked and revengful. I am afraid that He does not have enought patience with me. I am afraid that He will blame me for my confessed sins. I am afraid that He is inscrutable and that He gets pissed off. When I am afraid of Him I cannot confess my sins. Lord, have mercy and have patience, and help me to gain over the years more and more understanding of who you are. Help me to use the experiences that I went through to change my image of you. Lord we need time to get the wrong things set right. The enemy is always ready to distroy what Jesus did for us on the cross. He wants to distroy the power of the resurrected Christ. Lord have mercy and show your grace again. Forgive my sins. God I know you are working in my life until I live on this earth. I know that you are cleansing me of my fear. You make yourself known as a loving, giving, forgiving father. Why are you silly? Haven't you seen enough of God's mercy and love?

Be realistic

Be realistic. Begin every day by being ready to face difficulty. Do not daydream. Realtionships have ups and downs. A friend can turn to a fiend. Do not be surprized by anything. God does not want to have neurotic children. Be strong enough to bear all. Be a christian in all circumsatnces, not just when your surroundig is nice. Be nice when they treat you unfair. Be ready to give freedom to your surroundings. The more you want to change people, the more hardened they get. This is principle one. So accept that there are savage, bloodthirsty, and brutal people in this society. All wickedness is present, and we have to face this fact until we live on this earth. Even when the surrounding is unpleasant God has a plan for you. He works in your heart and wants to change you.

The power of healing touch

The power of healing touch. When he puts his hand over my shoulder, he prays for me, something happens. Lord your servant surely is full of Holy Spirit, because something unusual happens to me. This lasts not just for a day. It lasts for months. This happened after a long period of anguish, when I believed I offended the Holy Spirit so much that He will not live in me again. Yes I was horrified and frightened to death, because for months nothings happened, no answer to my prayers. And suddenly He comes. With the purest intention. And He came with power again. Oh, I cannot describe the joy and relief I felt. Ever since I am very glad and grateful for His grace. It is really free. It is available for everyone, even for a whiffy beggar. "Grace alone, which God supplies..." The enemy said that there is no more mercy for me and I was ignorant. I believed. But God has the last word everytime. Hallelujah. He will put to shame all the enemy, and He will make known His mighty power and strenght.

Kisértés

A sátán megkisértette még az Úr Jézust is, hogy neki adja az egész világot. Azzal is megkisértette, hogy királlyá teszi. Ma sem más a helyzet. Ma is kecsegtet az ellenség. Amikor a sátán igérget, mi sokszor naivak vagyunk. Beadjuk a derekunkat, pedig Jézus jó példát hagyott hátra. Hadd kövessük ezentúl Őt.

sychophant

Fawning is very common in our world today. If you are not very proficient at it, you might end up at the edge of society.

Selfesteem

The enemy wants so shatter all our selfesteem. Our parents did their best in educating us, they praised us and they tried to build up a healthy selfesteem. My mum is in particular gifted with the words. She never ceaced making a compliment. She was so wise that she always had a good word to everyone. When we went to kindergarden first and then to school our selfesteem was tested. The enemy was always there to pull down what God has built up. God is constantly working on us. He always has an encouraging word. You are a precious stone, He says. The enemy skulks there and is very envious. The enemy bares his teeth.

Truth

Megnyugtat téged ha a szived mélyén tudod a teljes igazságot? Mindegy, hogy más mit tud. Te és Isten tudjátok a teljes igazságot.